Saturday, October 13, 2007
im going to teach you how to lie.
but does that make me a compulsive liar? well. not now it doesnt. but i used to be.
when you tell a lie, be it black or white, it's a part of you. you literally sell your soul for it's existence. and so, while you live, you take care of your 'child'. it's gross terminology, but trust me, it's the most effective so far. blah blah. yeah. look after your lie. always maintain it. why? because the rest of your soul lives and dies by your lie's well-being. when you lie dies, and is founded out by those whom you;ve lied to, your soul literally whithers. you become lesser, a smaller self then you were before. a self you won't wanna live with. any cure? nope. once done, cant be undone. ur scarred for life. but hey, that's why they have schools for the disabled. so pick your ass up. heh. but what happens even if the lie survives? hoho. that's a lil different, but mayb not so. because you still suffer. as time goes by, it ebbs at you. like little waves of guilt that wash away a bit of your sanity each time. until you seem to drown in your conscience's wrath.
i must be feeling perky or something. but actually, i think im depressed. XDD irony irony. or am i a parody? parody of a spartan. yea. i think so.
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