Friday, August 17, 2007
ive been emoing around in class dese few days. dunno. mood swings? haha. cant be. im onli happy wen im around odac. ... so.. yea.. besides, i dun realli find anything interesting to talk to with my classmates. fer some reason. yea. so i'll just shut up. cause i dun hav anything to sae.. in case any of my classmates are readin, jus noe it's nth to do with ya. XD yea.
ah well. rainy lil sat morning.. been gaming e whole morning.. later in e day hav to sit down and actually study. econs class test wuz a real fucked up affair. 3 and 0. o.o wtf. im realli freaking out la. i noe i can get 3/4 the requirements to promote.. it's juz econs left to figure out.. dammit la.. sucky shit. mayb it's realli time to do it ya noe? pull up my socks and stuff. yea.
realli guilty. been putting off breaking with liu fer sum time. ... shit la. realli no time. skool, study, extra lessons plus odac (not complaining here). can barely juggle... hais. looks like moon people crew has to go on standby till after promos. ... even den stil no time. gotta prepare pw. chi a levs. o.o fuck it.
hmm... nfs most wanted. ... most screwed up game in the world. ... spent like an hour last nite trying to finish it up. argh. 15 attempts on the same race. shitty crap. i got so pissed off i juz flicked it off and fell aslp. couldn't be bothered. irritating nonsense. o.o
busted my calf and knee. knee is like.. dunno how many times liao. o.o shits. but soon la. i'll be back on the track faster. cause i cant stand not running. mayb dats e real reason fer my swings. but wadeva la. im realli weak and i need to strengthen myself asap. otherwise my pride will all die den enthu fer odac mayb oso die (highly unlikely. but hey. better safe.) den life flush down the drain. o.O""" yea. sum ting.
k. poem shall i? hmmm. mayb not. lemme talk a bit more first. i'm not feeling any particular vibe to actually write anything bout something yet.
heh. nic dorville has been here huh. hi dorville! XD heh. yea. her blog is damn interesting. anyone willing juz click on the link dere. first one. go read wad she has to sae. it's a lot, but it's good reading. XD i swear she's gonna produce sum cool ass novel in the future la. sum mid dystopic-utopic novel based on the feminist movements of the past, combined with some elements of economics and a mixture of wit. .... whoo...
i gotta get my exam mode on. yea. need to motivate myself. .. well not realli. i juz need to push. it's e same technique as running, except it works better off the track. fer me anyway. yea. it's wad odac should be doing. connect and transfer. thing is, i connect and transfer from my books to the track, so... not much sense. o.O" yea. geog. dead subj. realli. im so gonna screw up. i juz hope i dun. hoping sum ting dats probably gonna happen, and yet, in admitting it's possibility, i am labelled a defeatist? can dat happen? heh. anything is possible.
k. guess im not gonna write a poem today. mayb later tonight if i can stay up. ciao.
7:48 PM
