Sunday, August 12, 2007
hmm. dis is interesting. im back here again. within a day. i dun usually do dis.
ok.. im shagged. fer sum reason. apart from the reason that i stayed up all night/morning hooting neighbours. o.o still no call to spca. damn. are they retarded or what. there's a very lonely owl sum where outside ur window u dumb pricks, or dun u give a damn? ... evil ppl.
morrow is a very long day. till 5. tuesday is till 6 if my memory still serves me. i dun tink it does. it whores itself out occasionally. so yea. but if im right, dere's geog remedial. till 6. and i finish at 2 on tuesdays. ok. spectacular. wad else could go wrong? and yet, i already noe sum ting else always crops up. mayb my mind decides to torture me into kneeling submission (ooooh kinky) again.
life is boring. apart from odac which adds the occasional spice to life, it's kinda bland. i need more spice. i need her. but she's not coming. so get on with life already. yea. just wad i need badly. a pep talk. from myself to me. freaky. mayb i shud juz concentrate on studies and running. being last on the track realli sucks. mayb it's time to suck back. heh. suck back. right. wadever that's supposed to mean.
2nd sign of madness. putting yourself down. in public.
yea. studies. time to pass my promos. hmm. gp. .... hais. guess i'll hav to 'inspire'
myself into finishing an essay. actually finishing one instead of impulsively lighting it up with a match. ah wells. exams. will always be exams. than i ask myself wads the point. plenty of arguments. plenty of time. unless i get knocked down by a car or fall of cjc tomorrow. wonder hu'll weep on my dead broken body. what a sight to see.
ciao. im off to live my life and stop worrying bout everyone else's.
6:26 AM
