Friday, May 25, 2007
shagged. dun realli hav time to reply e tags.. :(( sry ppl. ive onli got enuf strength to make brief comments.
life is very tiring but enjoyable for me lately. it's really shitty cause gotta juggle exams... cca... knowledge test after knowledge test after knowledge test. but no matter wad, im not sick of it. nver will be. e onli problem is i doubt my ability to do it well. like knowledge test fail like free... class tests all fail like free. i dunno. but im gonna pick myself up from here. sian of failing. fail fer dunno how long still fail sime? o.O" buay tahan la. so yea
anyway. had training today. i wuz very disppointed with myself. supposed to run 30 rounds. pacing not impt. but juz as long as can finish. me? muz garang garang pace with hong taa rod dey all. in the end? 1.crash and burn. 2. injured. number 2 is injured. injured means? OFA fer fucking dunno how long. shit man. sucks la. i hate it. im so fucking weak. my mental cant overcome physical. lousy character and attitude. shit. i'd kill myself if i werent me.
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