Friday, April 13, 2007
finally get a chance to post sum ting again. :D cant use e com so often luh. muz do constant studying.. hais. exams are realli round e corner. i realli need to get all mae subjs under my tight as hell belt. IN particular geog and lit now. gp not so bad.. maths.. maths ah.. dat one sure die la so no worries. o.O hais.. morrow oso got e stupid reach cambridge test ting WHICH im not ACTUALLY supposed to go for. damn fucking irritated la. hais. but i should be proud of the fact that e teachers chose me though (for wadeva) reason.. hais. oh and yea. i failed mae ODAC knowledge test. and the 2.4. ARGH, im so discouraged by every damn ting la.. and dis stupid test ting is probably gonna kill me furthur... i mean. i hav nth to study on! o.O where e fuck are the notes? shit la.. sure fail like shit. and disappoint teachers. shit la.
oh and yes. ive completely done sum ting which is biting on mae self conscience as well as mae self respect. e fact that i didnt run to caldecott wit mae fellow odacers EVEN though i know jolly well i could survive dat run at DAT pace even if i have half a ton of mucus stuck up mae nostrils. i noe i can. but why didnt i do it? lazy wad. not proactive wad. not extra wad. not man wad. no courage wad. chao ji ham ji to e core la. fuck im realli detesting myself. such behaviour i cant tolerate in me. why so FUCKING HAM JI?!
ok. cannot tahan. i need to rest. my legs are kiling me. bitch bout myself another time. shit. peace.
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