Wednesday, March 07, 2007
first day at cjc today. ya noe? i really find their layout fer the bus stop damn cool? haha. it's like right outside the campus on dis private lane. :P call me old fashioned or easily satisfied or wadeva. but yea. hmm. easy ride dere. straight bus. saw shawn and fan zhi in e morning too. gosh. wish we were in the same place. but yea. too bad.. 153 came. crowded like anything. onli 1 person could find space to board. so yea.. i let it go. 10 mins later 105 came toddling by. not too bad. 2 ppl could board. XD lameness.
i thought i might feel sum excitement of the unknown. sum under current of fear even. nth. didnt feel a damn ting. hmm. strange. still pondering bout it. mayb burnt out of me? i dunno. wuz kinda numb and very logical bout it all. yea. didnt care dat most ppl dere were probably not marists and probably ppl i wouldnt now anyway. yea. true enuf. small percentage of marists. big group of unknown dudes and dudesses. scared yet? nope. not yet.
ok. typical stuff la. all gather into hall. seperated from familiar classmates and ex classmates and schoolmates. k. isolated with a bunch of ppl hu seem to noe each other. ok. daunted? not even close. national anthem. sing sing sing. k. done. finito. wads nxt?
course talk.
o.O"""" I WANT MY MUMMY!!!!
haha. yea. dat wuz the WORSE course talk in mae whole life! fer sum reason mae muscles were all aching up. butt not helping. couldnt stand properly fer a while.. :P muz be getting old. haha! lol. so yea. den after dat had sum group thingy. e group leader, dis j2 called.. erm.. wads his name? oh yea jason. yea! funni guy man. realli nice. from SJI apparently. nver heard of a guy from SJI swearing like a drunken sailor in the middle of a night with a whisky bottle shoved up his behind. but hey! :D dere's a first fer everything.
anyway yea. ppl dere (JAE) were quite ok. but. sad. everywhere i look i can see traces of A3. i thought i heard guanlin screaming. gwen calling. albert's hair on a diff guy's head. nj's back. track girls remind me of fi and li. oh fuck... im going crazy with pain.
yea. morrow i finish at 8. beta rest up and stuff. im going crazy yo. peace.
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