Saturday, January 06, 2007
the leaves overhead rustle
in the passage of the wild untamed winds
i look into the heavens
with a burning jealousy in my eyes
a stake driven through the heart
to pierce the soul within
now i recoil at the slightest
like the coward i am
i'm stuck in transit
with no where to go
no one to go to
stagnant in my motionlessness
blank of mind
without purpose
my feeble attempts at living
is my only reason to laugh
i juz tot bout dis as i wuz cycling.. it makes no sense to me wad so eva.. haha. hopeless. i realli cant understand dis poem. i juz tot bout it and typed as it went.. so yea. man.. so exhausted.. cycled to upper pierce and back.. haha. fun la of course..
yesterday went to sp wit manda val and faye. had talk after talk after talk... lotsa nonsense la.. but it's all interesting nonsense. haha. seriously considering.. but even poly requires sum good scores. heh heh. wonder wad i got. o.O den went to bugis cause faye broke her bag and needed a new one. (gosh. i'm toking like she's mae fren or sum ting. ... wad makes a fren? sounds like good topic fer poem... HMMM.) i wuz like damn lethargic e whole day... so sry to all e ppl hu came in contact wit me. i'm not being anti. i'm juz veri veri tired. MI is realli draining. not completely used to it yet... so sry all. yea. den went to manda's house to collect her bowling bag and wad not.. wa lao. her room alone is like, wad?, 1/4 mae house? o.O shite sia. hha.
mass... disaster. i kena quarantine. no one wanna sit nxt to me. wonder if dey noe wad it feels like... yea. in case u dun. it's shitty. sucks. mayb dats why i'm in kinda a lousy mood today... i'm so sick of stuff la... it's like i'm having an ultra long hormone attack... i'm juz so... urgh. lonely or sum ting... i need to go out and break or sum ting. i NEED to. i'm dying of lethargy... ... sry all again.
peace.
9:22 PM
