Tuesday, January 16, 2007
haha... skool life rox wen u hav frenz. yea.. MI feels like second home already! haha... yea... i'll probably get attached to it as usual.. and freak out wen i hav to leave... o.O it's the way of life sia. HAIS. attachment... not for me man.
toking to vanessa now.. hais. telling her dat i feel 'out of place' among church ppl.. i dunno why la. dere is NOTHING wrong wit dem honestly.. deir all good ppl. it's juz... like. shit la.. a lot of crap happened down dere recently.. and all the stuff at home and all. it used to like realli get to me and shit? ya noe? likr it hurt a lot. fuck i sound like sum sorta wuss.. ha. like wad mae father calls me. mayb i am a wuss.. i wuz always the weakest. it juz sucks la. but now.. sum ting died. dis is so gay and emo but. wth i cant help it la.. fuck. i realli wussing it now.. i juz dun feel the need to mingle with other ppl so much anymore la. i used to find it important cause it made me feel wanted and accepted and stuff. it USED to feel right. but now... ha. no need. i mean... yea. shit.
i juz need to break again.
3:26 AM
