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haha. u noe? i actually hav all the time in the world to blog, but i'm juz too damn lazy 2. :D eh hehehehe. anyway yea. i'm blogging now so freak.

oooook. gonna rewind a coupla days back... tooo last sat. yupp. dat wuz... sum where in november. o.O yea i can't rmb e date. so wadeva. yea. we went to visit jennan after mass. i'm not gonna tok bout mass. mass is mass. as father *sum ting* said, it's not gonna be totally modernised so i'm not too worried. mass will (most probably) always be mass. ANYWAY. yes i like the word ANYWAY. so ANYWAY. after mass we went to visit jennan. well not immediately of course. wuz hanging around waiting fer sum of e alter boys (2 actually. baz and kwa.). yea. met nick.nick wee. hais... havent seen him in veri long. mae kindegarden fren. lol. yea had a good long (sizeable) chat. juz tokin bout O and wad not.

so after all dat, we started walking to jennan's place la. heh. james got stuck in e middle of the road. apprently still doesn't noe how to cross. dat took like a good 5 mins. ahah. so eventually, amidst a VERI slight drizzle and an over-enthusiastic security gate, we managed to reach our final destination. .... ... wadeva.

so yea.. jennan ordered sum chow fer us. ... o.O wa damn pai seh man. cannot tahan. but unfortunately, man's actions are mostly directed by his stomach. not the brain. it's apparently sum twisted arrangement, a twist in nature's plans if u will, dat allows fer such an illogical arrangement. i mean brain cells ( e thinking stuff) is not found in e stomach. and yet, man finds himself at the mercy of a food bag filled wit acid fer disgestive purposes. ... more will be discussed upon dis topic but not now. lengthy.

yea. we managed to see the new member of mother EARth too. :D cute. yea. VERY cute. cranston i believe his name is. haha. okok i admit... hes cute.. :D hope james didn't manage to ruin his future. i tink i'm gonna dedicate a few thousand rosaries to him. juz in case.

anyway. yes mae fave word, FAST FOWARD. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

to e part where we get to hold the baby. now. i did sum reflecting. why didn't i wanna hold e baby? wuz i scared? dats e easy way out and i'm afraid i'd hate myself if i said dat. no. i wasn't afraid. i hav more courage den anyone to do realli senseless stuff so holding a baby wasn't exactly daunting. so wads e reason? the look on each and everyone of mae frenz as dey held the baby wuz amazing. even james. especially manda. it wuz amazing. realli. not in any sick sense. honest. it wuz a veri sacred moment. i wish i could've taken a pic. but ended up wit a veri shabby one on mae fone. yea. but it wuz fantastic. but back to e topic. why didnt i hold the baby? i wasnt scared, of dat i'm sure. why? i guess i felt i didn't deserve to hav such a look on mae face. i'm too caught up in all the shit happening in dis world dat i'm banned from having a peacful haven. a more precise understanding of myself. a sorta 'what-if' i was a father. if i had a kid of mae own. a kid dat had a part of me in him or her. mae legacy. a part of me dat will live on wen i'm dead. but mayb after all the shit i've done, i'm not worthy.

i juz guess i feel i dun deserve to be a father. ...

wen to mpcc to play badminton wit jean daryl jolyn mae bro and wayne... wahaha!!! i still got it man. completely blocked all of daryl's smashes... lol. veri nice. stupid wayne. dat fella plays tricky man... lobbing and dropping shots all over e place. pity i wiz already tired out from dat round wit jean and daryl... he wud be owned man... lol.

and now i feel the pain sia. o.O muscle ache. right arm feels VERI tender. mae thigh oso feels damn tender. pulled sum ting dere i tink.. argh. nver gonna recover! lol how optimistic. haha. oh yea... played bball too. fantastic... completely zoomed rite past wayne. :D i'm improving. faster too. mae bro dis um fantastic leaping... intercepted passes like nobody's biz. very nicely done... he atcually jumped to daryl'd height... gosh. wit his stature no one wud expect dat. haha. jean oso good. intercepting pro and marking oso pro. she and jolyn ganged mae bro lol. fantastic... mayb i can get em to play wit zy dey all. haha!! marking.

ah... now today i'm juz gonna sit home and relax. gun bots on CS and kill sum other stuff on ps. yay. easy going... pity it's raining. wanted to start training today. gettin flabby round the middle. :D haha. beta go now. not much left to blog bout anyway. peace.

lol. am @ wayne's house now makin good use of his pentium 3 com. :D waha! haha it's not bad. prob is WOW on dis com lags to kingdom come. haha... but no worries. i dun play WOW :D.

cycled all the way to MPCC juz now to check on booking e courts.. so. eventually forked up 10 bucks to book it fer 2 hours morrow... from 10 to 12. yea. haha. early morn will be spent slamming e bball rim. haha. i still suck to hell @ dat. absolute nonsense. bollocks.

ah... still cant get used to dis hol life. everytime i get back home i give a lil sigh. cause i always hav dis nagging feeling dat i'm supposed to be studying. and shit. looking back a lil, i realise its e freakin hols!! haha. dis freedom is strangely unnerving. lolz. but of course. i like it. :D

ladeda. o's are almost over. yay.. juz amaths 2 on thursday and sci nxt monday.. finally. e sea of insanity calms so dat all e lil ppl can crawl deir sorry butts back to e shore. :D oooh wad a way to put it. lolz. anyway anyway, i've already started planning bout how i'm gonna go NUTS. yea. (i've actually been planning since way back in sec 3. yea) tinking of gettin a job, earn sum cash to fund mae 'expeditions' of 'unconstrained enjoyment'. ok. no. wait. wait a sec. i tink dere muz be sum constraint la. i'm not gonna get drunk and end up being knocked senseless by a guy on a tricycle, resulting on me being incapacitated fer the rest of mae life due to several missing body parts dat are not usually exposed to the general public.

scary prospect. every guy's nightmare.

anyway... after the O i'm thinkin of going on an All-Singapore toilet tour. sum ppl wud find dis weird. BUT WAIT. let me explain. first. NO ONE IN THEIR RIGHT MIND WUD GO ON ONE OF THESE. but HOLD ON A SEC!! dere's reason behind the insanity. yupp dere is so stop rolling ur eyes or punching yourself or plucking ur pubic hair. yes dere is reason.now. if no one goes on these tours, it means dere's a guiness record to be broken. yes. i heard dere's cash involved in breaking such records ya noe... million dollars or sum ting. i tink. :D hu want's to get rich wit me this holiday? juz tag.

juz had geog today. .... lol la. i guess it wuz ok... cause i studied realli hard and stuff. but... i dunno. still not properly satisfied with it. hais... and phy wuz a completely effed disppointment. hais.. looks like mae chem will come out on top after all. lol. and to tink. i spent like so lil effort on it.. but more on phy. ARGH. lol. k. nvm. all over. hols are on the way sia. :D ooooh yea. haha.. k. morrow is maths. mugging time. till sum ting drops.

can't believe it... can't believe i cud actually blunder e god damned exam... fuck it. yesterday had lit 1. i did e section A fantastically ok. but wen it came down to e unseen... mother fuck! i can't fuckin believe it! i got confused! so many god damned poems and fucked up proses i didn't noe wad to do. wasted so much fucking time wen i cud hav done betta to ANSWER THE FUCKING QUESTION. wad e fuck is going on?! wads fucking wrong wit me?! AARGH!!! ... dis is horrible sia... shit. now i gotta REALLI score fer mae lit 2 or it's Dday... fuck i realli need to get into cjc... shit. damn worried. scully like psle lidat. got sum messed up results in e end kena send to dunno wad funni skool... o.O ah. nightmare.. e pressure is on sia.