Tuesday, September 05, 2006
one week of hols. marred by all the remedials and stuff. yea. realli stressing. in e sense it's gettin realli sian, everyday bein tested again again and again. yea. lol...
gotta go back morrow fer a ss ting.. not so bad.. if it's wong teaching. he's a great teacher.. shud sponser him to get a trip to tibet or sum ting.. i dunno. haha... had a dribbling match wit shi yu... despite wad he sez, he's still e best.super fast.. veri hard to mark... if one on one not so bad la.. still can mark. but in a match he can go nuts. but his playin todae not up to spec.. sadly... oso mae fault la... i nver mark zhu ZY enuf. hais. lol. den out 2 times. or more. can't rmb. sian. i suck. ... HAHA!!! how come everyone hu play ball wit shi yu sae dey suck... hmmm? :D muz step up mae defending...match is on e 26th.
SOCCER. i suck. HAHA!!! dat one i gotta admit... i suck as goalie and defender. striker or mid field oso dun need to sae liao. SUCK!. haha. but it's okae... everywhere u go and everything u do muz hav a balance to it. no balance, no existence. chim? no. go figure. idiot ideology. haha. but it's horrid la... e ball came flying to me and i totally ham teo.. haha. super weird.. but after dat i tink i stepped up a bit la. A BIT. managed to do sum real nice catches. haha. FINALLY. i suck la... but i stil keep at it. fer fun. ... determined loser. haha!
ah... chem. bane of mae existence. literally la... but i guess it's not realli dat hard la. combined chem anyway. haha. mole calculations aint exactly murder... acids bases and salts is a pushover... wad else? oh. ya. organic chem. o.O shit. now e shit storm has fallen... hais... but dat one is juz memory... haha. gotta CHIONG. .... SIAN!!! haha... lol... nice long entry... kk. before i go i wanna throw in another one of mae poems.. e number keeps rising everyday :) even though it may suck to sum ppl la... but i'm a determined loser. i dun stop trying.. even of it turns out to hurt in e end... well. here it goes.
Standing alone on a weathered path
I glance around in the dark.
Holding up a compass,
It's arrow-point endlessly revolving.
Where am i?
How did i come to be here?
And other questions of the like,
Bounce around the physical boundaries of my skull.
Unwittingly, U had wandered far
From my set path
And had lost myself in the night.
The moonless, groping night.
A feeling of departure, of unsure flight.
An empty song, with no meaning to it's sad tune.
I search within to I am not lost, but HAVE lost
ME.
it's gonna sound weird, but i tot of naming dis one Lost. yea. like e tv serial.... haha. if u got suggestions, juz tag yo. peace.
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