Friday, September 22, 2006
haven't posted in a while. cause too bz mugging fer prelims... which is still going on... jeez. i tink we're e skool wit e longest prelim in s'pore la. freaking long.. and i tot it wuz juz e lit guys hu had it bad. now i noe e history ppl oso teo. deir paper wuz split in 2 and e last one fer dem is dis comin monday. hais... we still hav it worse though... ours ends on tuesday.. sian. i hav no endurance to handle such a long exam... gonna flunk sum ting quite badly... but i hope it's not lit. cause e previous exam quayle wuz nice enuf to round mae mark, thus letting me pass. but... i dunno la. if i fail dis time i juz disappoint e guy. he's a nice guy and all.... hais!! pressure. not unlike u eh val? haha. i feel slightly more confident fer lit la anyway. found a few new symbols and insights... i juz hope it's enuf.
hais. good to hear dat mae fone bill shud be nth much to worry about dis month. haven't been using it much. too bz studying fer e stupid prelim. mae gosh. e damn exams are taking over mae life! SHAWN WUZ RIGHT!! DEIR EVIL!!!
...
...
...
...
...
...
good lord. i said dat? oooookae. sum ting's wrong wit me. i betta clear mae head. peace.
6:16 AM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
man. chem sucks. it seems to be the bane of mae existence... hais. but it's one of those obstacles in life dat u juz gotta scale. fer no other reason den e fact dat it makes life easier in the future. ... still doesn't stop me from hating it. had e prac today. which i have a feeling i partially screwed up. fer one thing i wuz totally clueless bout e chem portion. realli. no changes to e substance wad so eva. dat wuz actually quite scary... but i eventually realised dat e unknown liquid wuz actually sodium hydroxide. cause it sorta felt familiar... all soapy and stuff. couldn't be sure anyway. so i tested NaOH with e unknown substance. supposed to give a light green ppt. AND LO AND BEHOLD. green ppt. haha. phy wasn't so bad. at least i had sum idea where i wuz goin. err... apart from the fact dat according to mae calculations, earth is supposed to have a Gravity of bout 16. ... supposed to be 10. are we dwarves???? o.O
haha. so now studying fer chem. at least supposed to be. shagged so takin SHORT break. goin back to it now. hais... so sian of exams. but wad to do? oh ya. quayle said hu eva wrote an essay on mona lisa is so screwed. now hu wud do such a ting? not me...
peace.
11:46 PM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
hais... so sian... todae ss... ok. mayb not TOTALLY sian. it wuz quite good.. wad wit jeremy wong teachin. dat guy shud win sum teaching award or sum ting... he's realli good.. but i suppose dey judge u by how many of ur students get a distinction and not if ur lectures are entertaining... hais. dats juz a way e world is i guess...
maaan... stuck deciding weder i shud dl limewire... jeez... i need more songs! hais... no use havin an ipod wit not many songs in it... jeez... so sian... mayb i shud... ARGH! stuck in mae brain... haha.. oh ya.. wanna borrow shawn's fone.. his old sony. since he's got e new motorola. help him get it fixed den i can use it.. haha... no money to buy mae own.. jeez.
miss church. i'm banned from goin cause of prelims and exams and shit... hate exams. not so much dat i'll no do it la. but i still hate it. character killer... where everything is dependent on a little number written in red by a person hu prb doesn't realli noe u so much.. hais.. sad sad example of the fall of the human race.. we're killing ourselves. yea... gloomy thoughts.
peace.
1:30 AM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
one week of hols. marred by all the remedials and stuff. yea. realli stressing. in e sense it's gettin realli sian, everyday bein tested again again and again. yea. lol...
gotta go back morrow fer a ss ting.. not so bad.. if it's wong teaching. he's a great teacher.. shud sponser him to get a trip to tibet or sum ting.. i dunno. haha... had a dribbling match wit shi yu... despite wad he sez, he's still e best.super fast.. veri hard to mark... if one on one not so bad la.. still can mark. but in a match he can go nuts. but his playin todae not up to spec.. sadly... oso mae fault la... i nver mark zhu ZY enuf. hais. lol. den out 2 times. or more. can't rmb. sian. i suck. ... HAHA!!! how come everyone hu play ball wit shi yu sae dey suck... hmmm? :D muz step up mae defending...match is on e 26th.
SOCCER. i suck. HAHA!!! dat one i gotta admit... i suck as goalie and defender. striker or mid field oso dun need to sae liao. SUCK!. haha. but it's okae... everywhere u go and everything u do muz hav a balance to it. no balance, no existence. chim? no. go figure. idiot ideology. haha. but it's horrid la... e ball came flying to me and i totally ham teo.. haha. super weird.. but after dat i tink i stepped up a bit la. A BIT. managed to do sum real nice catches. haha. FINALLY. i suck la... but i stil keep at it. fer fun. ... determined loser. haha!
ah... chem. bane of mae existence. literally la... but i guess it's not realli dat hard la. combined chem anyway. haha. mole calculations aint exactly murder... acids bases and salts is a pushover... wad else? oh. ya. organic chem. o.O shit. now e shit storm has fallen... hais... but dat one is juz memory... haha. gotta CHIONG. .... SIAN!!! haha... lol... nice long entry... kk. before i go i wanna throw in another one of mae poems.. e number keeps rising everyday :) even though it may suck to sum ppl la... but i'm a determined loser. i dun stop trying.. even of it turns out to hurt in e end... well. here it goes.
Standing alone on a weathered path
I glance around in the dark.
Holding up a compass,
It's arrow-point endlessly revolving.
Where am i?
How did i come to be here?
And other questions of the like,
Bounce around the physical boundaries of my skull.
Unwittingly, U had wandered far
From my set path
And had lost myself in the night.
The moonless, groping night.
A feeling of departure, of unsure flight.
An empty song, with no meaning to it's sad tune.
I search within to I am not lost, but HAVE lost
ME.
it's gonna sound weird, but i tot of naming dis one Lost. yea. like e tv serial.... haha. if u got suggestions, juz tag yo. peace.
8:28 AM
one week of hols. marred by all the remedials and stuff. yea. realli stressing. in e sense it's gettin realli sian, everyday bein tested again again and again. yea. lol...
gotta go back morrow fer a ss ting.. not so bad.. if it's wong teaching. he's a great teacher.. shud sponser him to get a trip to tibet or sum ting.. i dunno. haha... had a dribbling match wit shi yu... despite wad he sez, he's still e best.super fast.. veri hard to mark... if one on one not so bad la.. still can mark. but in a match he can go nuts. but his playin todae not up to spec.. sadly... oso mae fault la... i nver mark zhu ZY enuf. hais. lol. den out 2 times. or more. can't rmb. sian. i suck. ... HAHA!!! how come everyone hu play ball wit shi yu sae dey suck... hmmm? :D muz step up mae defending...match is on e 26th.
SOCCER. i suck. HAHA!!! dat one i gotta admit... i suck as goalie and defender. striker or mid field oso dun need to sae liao. SUCK!. haha. but it's okae... everywhere u go and everything u do muz hav a balance to it. no balance, no existence. chim? no. go figure. idiot ideology. haha. but it's horrid la... e ball came flying to me and i totally ham teo.. haha. super weird.. but after dat i tink i stepped up a bit la. A BIT. managed to do sum real nice catches. haha. FINALLY. i suck la... but i stil keep at it. fer fun. ... determined loser. haha!
ah... chem. bane of mae existence. literally la... but i guess it's not realli dat hard la. combined chem anyway. haha. mole calculations aint exactly murder... acids bases and salts is a pushover... wad else? oh. ya. organic chem. o.O shit. now e shit storm has fallen... hais... but dat one is juz memory... haha. gotta CHIONG. .... SIAN!!! haha... lol... nice long entry... kk. before i go i wanna throw in another one of mae poems.. e number keeps rising everyday :) even though it may suck to sum ppl la... but i'm a determined loser. i dun stop trying.. even of it turns out to hurt in e end... well. here it goes.
Standing alone on a weathered path
I glance around in the dark.
Holding up a compass,
It's arrow-point endlessly revolving.
Where am i?
How did i come to be here?
And other questions of the like,
Bounce around the physical boundaries of my skull.
Unwittingly, U had wandered far
From my set path
And had lost myself in the night.
The moonless, groping night.
A feeling of departure, of unsure flight.
An empty song, with no meaning to it's sad tune.
I search within to I am not lost, but HAVE lost
ME.
it's gonna sound weird, but i tot of naming dis one Lost. yea. like e tv serial.... haha. if u got suggestions, juz tag yo. peace.
8:28 AM
